Belt Auction

Need Your Help please read! Long but worth it! Im desperate...?

Basically I love this girl so much i cant breathe when things between us are going wrong at all. But everytime i see her i feel whole and its the only time i can be myself. Ive loved her ever since i first layed eyes on her and havent stopped since. She still has feelings for me and has told her friends so but we dated for three years and she wants to make sure things are for sure i guess o and just FYI I was the best boy friend a friend could ask for so its not like im trying to prove myself thats actually a disadvantage cause ive been so good to her already:( but now she is starting to like the 2nd guy since weve split and ive been acting like i dont really like her like i used to even though i think she can see through it i havent actually told her how i feel. Now im worried i might not ever get the chance b.c. shes told me she wants to be forward and she likes this guy. But everything in my heart body and soul tells me we are still meant to be. I literally cant imagine a future without her and mind you weve been split for almost a year... So my question is basically can you please give me your opinion on this idea especially the ladies! But basically im thinking reciting this poem to her in front of her and first telling her a lil bout how i feel then just asking for one last chance to hear me out. I plan on trying to also have most of our close friends and family present so that im declaring my love to her in front of all of them. So basically heres the poem. remember i will be saying it. Could it be that the one that I counted on for forever and a day Can simply walk away? I can’t deal with this anymore Can’t just pick up and clinch my fist anymore I’ve told everybody in my life That I just can’t live without you by my side Real quick I want let you to know this will be the last time So please let me go ahead and tell you this please don’t cry Afterwards you can seal it with a kiss. Let me see how can I put this so she knows???? HERREE IT GOES….. See the problem is that I knew youll never understand Now I know that youll see that im the man The only way I can explain this is Every time im with you….im me And every time im not….. thats the only thing I cant be I’ve gotta tell you before it done for good If I had a chance to go back and change anything Theres not one thing I would Yea id still show you what its like to Have somebody who lovessss you. Id still give you that bear That goodnight kiss yea itd still be there Id hold your hand at the doctors every last time Afterwards id still go home and cry Id stay up late thinking about what I got myself into Then id wake and hope I get to see you Id listen to you about your dad Id still Try to make you forget the past you’ve had Id sell all my old collectible wrestlers Just so I could get a Christmas gift that showed how much I loved her We would still stay on the phone Until the other one was home Making sure your safe and tucked away Id never miss any of your best friends plays Make sure to make all our days our the bestest days I’d still laugh at each and every funny face We be jumping around and wrestling all over the place I’d stay on you about those grades Even if it meant you’d hate me all day today I’d still buy you the roses with the yellow and red Cause it stands for friendship and love And you know we were always best friends But most of all i’d still get lost in those beautiful blue green eyes They make it feel like you can stop time My heart cant give up on you But believe me it tries I stare into those beautiful blue green eyes And I see the future Me you a house and kids Please tell me you remember this But, now a days….. I still try time and time again To tell myself to forget about just a friend I still know you and I are meant to be You have everything I need Without you my heart is truly empty But with you my souls complete I still know that we’d have the world’s cutest babies And that they’d like me more baby I still know you are my everything And we can erase all this pain I still know we can write history If only I could get you to kiss me I love you from the depths of my soul Wanna hold your hand when were old Everyone tells me im crazy That I can do better To just give up, you aint coming back to me That ill never have you NEVER Well I don’t believe the things there telling me I believe in romance and dance I believe in giving prefect one more chance I may not be the best I have flaws many you kno the best But I do do know one thing I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE REST I know I need you to please Don’t give up on me I need you to believe I know its scary The chances of success are real barely And what happens if it don’t work out Well then what your doing now will always be around I know I don’t want to take the chance or shot in the blue I know Ill go away live happy if I get one more chance with you. So even though there’s a lot I know There’s still one thing don’t It happens to be the question that’s most important to me For this god I use my last wish Ill have to start it off by getting on one knee I can’t believe I’m doing this I then ask you the following question Stephanie Will you please marry me You can seal it with a kiss! P.s. also just so you know we have been split for a year but weve still hung out like 24/7 most of the time and as recently as last week she was saying how she wants this and that and all this stuff when she gets older and i was like"you better marry someone who is rich" and she said"you better get rich then huh" she always mentions how we are gonna get married one day but as soon as i get interested she backs up again.....

Public Comments

1. NOW THAT WAS JUST TO DAMN LONG WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING???
2. I know break ups can be difficult, but be prepared for her to say no. You obviously love her to the point of obsession, but you have to realize that if she doesn't want to get back together that you can love again. There are billions on the planet and many kind, loving people in the world. Just keep that in mind. You obviously have a lot of love to give to someone, so you will find love again if not with this woman. Try to get things in perspective. She's a human being and everyone has flaws. You might be building her up to be perfect and no one can live up to those standards. Good luck to you.
3. You have to stop playing the tough man roll and let her know that u do still care about her and do still love her! If you see her slipping away then man u gotta work 300times harder than u have and win her back! To loose something that is a part of you is hard to get back and if you just let her go and don't fight then u will always have regrets and wonder what it could have been like! Goodluck and I am pushing for u!
4. A very long question indeed! Your obsessed with her. Ask yourself this...if you cant live without her by your side marry her if you both are ready for a life-time commitment. The best advise I got from a pastor at a church which I followed before I said yes to my hubby's proposal is: Marry someone you cant live without. Think on that and discuss it with her. Make it like your the best she'll ever have and you will give her a life she will be happy in. We women dont like broken promises so make one that you know you can keep. Good luck hope it works out.
5. its very long..... i just read half or the poem. so i think u should just save it at first let her be with the guy that she wants. u just hav to be her best friend at the moment. i'm sure she will share everything with u talking about the relationship between her and him. then when they broke up u just hav to giv her space then giv her this poem. she will accept. i know it takes time but i think its definitely worth it. just have patience
6. as her friend the best thing you can do is support her and just be there. be the shoulder when things go wrong. It was hard watching my ex/friend date again and see other people. as an outsider looking in i think you are wayyyy to dependant on this girl for your happiness. find some other friends and "wean yourself off" you may find something better. give her space and she might come back. or not. if she doesnt then it obviously wasnt meant to be and its time to move on. best of luck